Senior Year

This Senior year has been the most different year in my high school experience. First is my last year at school so is going to be cantankerous because it means you have to get good grades if you want to go to college and have a career. Hypothetically if you lower your grades, college will be far far away from you. This is the situation that I am going thru, at this point I sincerely envy my friends in other schools that do nothing but get good grades. It is sad how much I work and my grades don't improve, it is like I am having a senior mental paralysis because sometimes I think my brain is not working the way it should work this year. I consider myself in past years as a savvy person, but this year had make me believe that maybe I am not that savvy and this reality turns my confident down. Yes I had made a trite about how difficult this year has been, I am saying this because this the way I fill and the way I will until I apply and I enter the college that I want. This will make happy again and confident again! :)